Fuck You- My New Favorite Song


“Fuck You” by Cee-Lo Green

Florida Pastel Paintings


Image Source: polkmuseumofart.org ; Polk County, Florida


Image Source: cultural-council.org; Indian River County, Florida


Image Source: winterparkpaintout.org; Winter Park, Florida


Image Source: floridathinks.com

Orange & Seminole County Fl Employers

Job sites are full of head hunters, spammers, and mal-ware. I’ve compiled a link list of technology and science companies who may or may not be hiring at this time here in Central Florida. I will be updating this list as needed.

Last Updated: 08/30/2010

Technology Companies/ Employers
Lake Mary, Fl
http://www.ust.net/index2.html
http://www.logicsprings.com
http://www.unitedimagetech.com/car_opps.html
http://www.quantumtech.com/
http://www.faro.com
http://www.tii-usa.com/
http://www.coretec.com/
http://www.shields-e.us/careers
http://www.separationtechnology.com/contact.html
http://www.suncoastnet.net/
Orlando
http://www.csagroup.com/careers.php?#contents-top
http://a-c-t.com/Careers/Default.aspx
http://www.voxeo.com/about/jobs.jsp
http://www.lockheedmartinjobs.com/searchhome.aspx
http://actorlando.com/
http://www.trihedral.com/company/careers/
Apopka
http://www.triquint.com/employment

Ecology and Environmental Companies/ Employers
Orange County
http://apps.ocfl.net/jobs/jobline/default.asp
http://www.cityofwinterpark.org/Employment/Default.aspx
http://www.ocoee.org/Departments/HR/currentjobpostings.htm
http://www.mywinterhaven.com/city_employment.htm
http://www.town.windermere.fl.us/employment.html
http://www.apopka.net/index.php?option=content&task=view&id=55&Itemid=82
Orlando
http://www.encolabs.com/www/careers/orlcareers.html
http://www.aellab.com/contact.htm
http://www.accutest.com/employment/positions/fl.htm
http://www.aecom.com/Careers
http://www.rayjobs.com
http://www.qualtest.com/html/career.htm
http://www.harriscivilengineers.com/
http://www.srlab.com/Employee.html
http://www.ardaman.com/careers.htm
http://g-e-c.com/employment.htm
http://www.universalengineering.com/LOCATIONS/OrlandoFlorida/tabid/95/Default.aspx
http://www.wildlifesolutions.com/careers/
http://www.sri.com/careers
http://www.subsurfaceevaluations.com/page/index/6
http://www.wilbursmith.com/careers.cfm
http://www.wrjinc.com/index.php?pid=29
Seminole County
http://www.seminolecountyfl.gov/cs/hr/emp.asp
http://www.ci.sanford.fl.us/departments/employment-opportunities.aspx
http://www.altamonte.org/job_listings/
http://www.longwoodfl.org/content/210/212/482/492/default.aspx
http://www.baeonline.com/
http://www.gciintl.com/
http://www.tetratech.com/

Non- Profits/ Charity (General)
Orange County
http://www.rollins.edu/pnlc/resources/jobboard.html
http://www.hfuw.org/Job_Listings.php
Seminole County
http://www.kidshouse.org/Employment%20Ops.cfm
http://www.cfdreamcenter.org/

Florida- General Job sites
http://www.usajobs.gov/
https://peoplefirst.myflorida.com/
http://www.cfec.org

The Loneliness of Fame

Everyone knows your name. You never have to introduce yourself and everyone wants to meet you. You’re famous now. Yet you are still the same inside, but  feel you’re unable to connect to the average person and the already famous.  You’ve finally achieved the popularity, public validation, and access to life improving resources. But you feel isolated, misunderstood, and slightly confused to why you are so popular. It’s the path of fame, your heroine. Now you find yourself holed up in a room trying to find peaceful solitude. An escape needed from the schedule, the neediness of all the people that depend on your business, and the spreading of yourself too thin bogs you down. When it’s good it feels great, but when its bad you can find yourself in a darker place than ever before. Can you handle being the world’s guinea pig?

Why Fame? Notes on fame.

  • less able to trust relationships/  harder to tell if people are going to be there for the long haul
  • fame is fleeting
  • unable to relate to the average person
  • can become out of touch easily
  • more embarrassment, guilt, and responsibility
  • fear of failure worsens/ inability to cope with failure
  • more people depend on you financially by investing their careers in your business
  • the whole world is your “big brother”
  • higher the high, the downer the down fall
  • substance addiction and  fame are substitutes for the feeling of loneliness, but instead of helping it is isolating and lonelier in the long run

The famous on loneliness:

Article: The Loneliest Artist of The 1980′s

Forum Post: Michael Jackson: The Loneliest Man on Earth

Rihanna Blames Fame for Loneliness

Quotes on Loneliness

“We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.”-  Orson Welles

“It is strange to be known so universally and yet to be so lonely.”-Albert Einstein

“The loneliness of fame” was a theme to which he often returned, cautioning in Playboy in 1992: Fame can make “you feel you’ve somehow pulled off an enormous hoax and that your whole life is a lie. All the hype wound up making me cynical, and I turned into a not-very-pretty drunk.” – Patrick Swayze (via L.A. Times Obituary)

Loneliness of a Supermodel- Vanity Fair

Cybil Shepard on Fame and Loneliness

Tom Hanks on loneliness and solitude

Fame Junkies – Google Books

“A Month in the Country” by Ivan Turgenev 1850

“A Month in the Country” by Turgenev is a play with smart dialogue and a plot complex enough to be a movie.  It isn’t the same as the 1987 Pat O’Connor movie also titled “A Month in the Country.”  Turgenev’s play focuses on  jealously and the subtle games people play when they are infatuated with one another. Taking place on a countryside estate, the characters develop “crushes” that permanently alters their friendships forever. I would label this play a drama, and not a romance.  It is also packed with good monologues for actors and actresses of all ages.

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Beliayev.  I have had no experience, but imagine that to be loved by a woman one loves is a great happiness.

Rakitin.  God grant you long preserve such pleasant convictions! It’s my believe Alexey Nikolaitch, that love of every kind, happy as much as unhappy, is a real calamity if you give yourself up to it completely… Wait a bit! You may learn yet how those soft little hands can torture you, with what sweet solicitude they can tear your heart to rangs… Wait a bit! You will learn what burning hatred lies hidden under the most ardent love! You will think of me as you yearn for peace, for the dullest, most commonplace peace as a sick man yearns for health, when you will envy any man who is free and light-hearted… You wait! You will know what it means to be tied to a petticoat, to be enslaved and poisoned- and how shameful and agonizing that slavery is! …You will learn at last how little you get for all your sufferings… But why am I saying all this to you, you won’t believe me now. The fact is that I am very glad of your approval… yes, yes… in such cases one ought to be careful.

Beliayev.  Thanks for the lesson, Mihail Alexandritch, though I didn’t need it.

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A Month in the Country – Amazon.com detail page

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Basil Marceaux for Governer of Tennesssee

I like Basil Marceaux’s style! :D

Basil Official Campaign Ad

Basil on Gun Control

BasilMarceaux.com

Dragon tattoos

I ran across this dragon tattoo design and like it!

http://www.shutterstock.com/pic-28987927-tribal-dragon-tattoo-collage-vector.html

http://image.shutterstock.com/display_pic_with_logo/190387/190387,1233819421,1/stock-vector-dragon-tattoo-24446749.jpg

“The Lower Depths” by Maxim Gorky

“The Lower Depths” by Maxim Gorky

Literally- “At the bottom”

Early 1900s- prior to the Russian Revolution

This play is a snapshot of the lives of a group of Russian slum-dogs sharing a living unit. The play is dark, grim, with smart dialogue and conversations you could relate to the modern world.

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Kleshtch “He was merciful- you people don’t know what pity means…”

Satine  ” What good can I do  you by pitying you?”

Kleshtch “You needn’t have pity- but you needn’t harm or offend you fellow-beings either!”

The Tartar “He was a fine old man. The law of life was the law of his heart… And he who obeys this law, is good, while he who disregards it, perishes…”

The Baron “What law, Prince?”

The Tartar. “There are a number-different ones-you know…”

The Baron. “Proceed!”

The Tartar “Do not do harm unto others- such is the law!”

Satine “Oh- you mean the Penal Code, criminal and correctional, eh?”

The Baron ” And also the Code of Penalties inflicted by Justices of the Peace!”

The Tartar “No. I mean the Koran. It is the supreme law- an your own soul ought to be the Koran -yes!”

Kleshtch “It wheezes like all hell! But the Princes speaks the truth- one must live abiding by the law- by the teachings of the Gospels…”

Satine “Well-go ahead and do it!”

The Baron “Just try it!”

The Tartar “The Prophet Mohammed gave to us the law. He said: “Here is the law! Do as it is written therein!” Later on a time will arrive when the Koran will have outlived its purpose- and time will bring forth its own laws- every generation will create its own…”

Satine “To be sure! Time passed on- and gave us- the Criminal Code… It’s a strong law, brother- it won’t wear off so very soon!”

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The Lower Depths; A Play in Four Acts- Amazon.com detail page
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Golden Silk Orb-Weaver aka Banana Spider in my backyard

I’ve been watching this mama spider grow and create a mansion of a web. It’s called the golden silk orb-weaver or the banana spider. From what I’ve read online they spin a web of silk that glistens like gold in the sunlight. This spider’s web is white like a typical spider web. They also only bite if they are pinched or held, but the bite isn’t poisonous and is less painful than a bee sting. (Yes, the websites I’ve been reading listed “pinch” but I don’t know why anyone would pinch a spider!) These spiders can be found all over the natural parts of Florida.

Update: The spider left shortly after I made the post and then the web turned golden.

Dreammate Summer 2010 Neopastel Painting


“Dreammate” Summer 2010